Happy 1 year & 2 month

'You are a truly amazing boyfriend on earth! You have been really wonderful for the past 1 year+ and im really sorry for whatever shits i have been giving you because i didnt really mean what i do or what i say that may hurt you so bad.
Im sorry that i am such a hot tempered person and im sorry for being so hard for you to handle with all the sensitivity attitude inside me.

I remembered every arguments we had and im sorry that through all the arguments, i am the one who always scolded you and being mad for no reason because im the type of person who changes her mood all the time.

But thank god! You don't really mind me being like this because my heart matters more than my mood that changes all the time. Don't you know you are just really amazing? The person who shower me with all his love, the person who will make sure that i am fine and i am not feeling low because you'll be there for me immediately. You don't want me to be facing my problems alone. You told me that, no matter what happens, we are going to face this together.

I want us to go through the rough times together. I want to be riding this roller coaster with you. It maybe hard but it surely will be fine if we work this together!

I'll take whatever risk that as long as you are happy, i am happy too!
I don't want the both of us to be arguing all the time even though the arguments are caused by me. I dont understand my own feeling and im truly sorry about that.
I have never imagine us being this far and i hope this can continue for the upcoming years and more.

I wanna tell you that i am so blessed i met you. I do still appreciate the little things you have done for me. You have sacrifice alot!
I hope you will continue to love me the same way as before. Please do not change and never leave. I just want you to know that, you are everything to me and you are really a great boyfriend! I love you so much sayang!
HAPPY 1 YEAR 2 MONTHS :*

Someone like him

I dont want to lose someone like him. Someone who have shown me what is love like. How difficult it is to be in relationship.We basically need two hands to clap! Not only one because no matter how things may get, both party has to go through shits together. It would be hard to overcome every challengers but with positivity mindset, we surely can.
I dont want to lose someone like him.
Someone who cares about me. Although at times he seems not to understand me that much but afterall, the love he gave me still wins and arguments are always losing because every ups and downs we have been facing are the reason we manage to grow up even stronger than before.
Someone who give me everything that i deserve to have and feel.
This guy is such a hot temper person but he is also a loving and understanding person. I dont want to lose someone like him.
Losing him feels like everything it not the same anymore. Everything will be gone and im left with emptiness, loneliness and heartbreaks.
I always miss him every seconds!
I always want him to be with me all the time. Looking at his face, the way he smile, the way he touches his hair, the way he look at me, the way he laugh and many more to be listed. He is truly a wonderful boyfriend.
I dont want to be losing this person who gave me so much memories to remembered and i dont want this memories to end. Im sure theres many more years to come.